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□ نوشته شده در ساعت 11:53 PM توسط Parisaa
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
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□ نوشته شده در ساعت 3:50 PM توسط Parisaa
........................................................................................All Right I'm back. Plenty of things have been happening, I went home, Seattle to meet my family, my mother, brothers, grandparents, uncle, aunts, cousins... very crowded, happy, tense, sad sometimes. Watching my grandparents, the feeling of being old beats me to death, depression, not having much to do, not being much able to do. Do they ever think about death? How do they see it?
I don't know! I don't want to think about it. I wish it never happens.
My brother got me into watching Sopranos! We talk about it all the times. My aunt is tired of the uniform rate of life. My uncle is too busy doing investments and making money. My mother is worried about her family and what is going to happen to us later, If we are gonna get married, find a nice job, make money.
I'm back here in north Jersey speding time with the people I usually spend time with, my boyfriend, officemates, friends, Professors and students. I guess I like to say life sucks without having a reason.
I'm watching Sopranos every night. It's fantastic now that I've been living here for 3 years, I know a lot about Jersey, people's habbits, the towns, NJ Turnpike... Lots of things make complete sense.
It makes me disappointed. I like Tony Soprano, he tries very hard to make good decisions in hid own world. He is trying in his won way to be good. I like the way he holds on to life though. I like it when he curses. When he says "Jesus Fucking Christ...".
One of my good friends is having is having trouble with her marriage. They've been married for 7 years, were in love when they got married, eachother's first love. She is really good in whatever she does, talented, he is smart, cool, I always enjoyed watching them together.
I guess they are gonna get divorced soon. Her eyes say she wants to talk but there is nothing to say. Besides what do I know? I haven't been married to my first love! When we see eachother we act! " Oh, hi..., very nice to see you" with a fake smile! But I know she has a big pain deep down and she knows the next couple of month would be very hard for her to keep up or maybe she doesn't know yet! Nobody has broken her heart.
Most of my friends have found jobs this semester ,most of them in New York City. They wake up, wear nice cloths, have a cup of coffe while walking to the train and go to work everyday, and probably make some money.
Life seems to pass easier that way. And I'm back to the same room working and thinking and thinking.... Playing a mind game. Trying to solve my thesis peoblem.
Summer is almost over, so no more colory cloths and cute shoes and Jersey girls going to the beach.
Let's see, maybe I'll tell you more about people around me.
I don't know! I don't want to think about it. I wish it never happens.
My brother got me into watching Sopranos! We talk about it all the times. My aunt is tired of the uniform rate of life. My uncle is too busy doing investments and making money. My mother is worried about her family and what is going to happen to us later, If we are gonna get married, find a nice job, make money.
I'm back here in north Jersey speding time with the people I usually spend time with, my boyfriend, officemates, friends, Professors and students. I guess I like to say life sucks without having a reason.
I'm watching Sopranos every night. It's fantastic now that I've been living here for 3 years, I know a lot about Jersey, people's habbits, the towns, NJ Turnpike... Lots of things make complete sense.
It makes me disappointed. I like Tony Soprano, he tries very hard to make good decisions in hid own world. He is trying in his won way to be good. I like the way he holds on to life though. I like it when he curses. When he says "Jesus Fucking Christ...".
One of my good friends is having is having trouble with her marriage. They've been married for 7 years, were in love when they got married, eachother's first love. She is really good in whatever she does, talented, he is smart, cool, I always enjoyed watching them together.
I guess they are gonna get divorced soon. Her eyes say she wants to talk but there is nothing to say. Besides what do I know? I haven't been married to my first love! When we see eachother we act! " Oh, hi..., very nice to see you" with a fake smile! But I know she has a big pain deep down and she knows the next couple of month would be very hard for her to keep up or maybe she doesn't know yet! Nobody has broken her heart.
Most of my friends have found jobs this semester ,most of them in New York City. They wake up, wear nice cloths, have a cup of coffe while walking to the train and go to work everyday, and probably make some money.
Life seems to pass easier that way. And I'm back to the same room working and thinking and thinking.... Playing a mind game. Trying to solve my thesis peoblem.
Summer is almost over, so no more colory cloths and cute shoes and Jersey girls going to the beach.
Let's see, maybe I'll tell you more about people around me.
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 3:50 PM توسط Parisaa
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
● I didn't plan on writing today but I saw a very dear friend left me a message! I could feel the blood running through my vains to stay awake and write!
The rest of the story of Hoboken:
I have 2 very close friends, Lerna and Olga, Lerna just graduated this semester and is going to start working ! She does something related to security for a company. She is a very cool, trustable friend, It took about two years to get this close to each other because we both are very laid back and time and working together in the same department, also cultural similarities (She is an Armenian from Turky) made us closeer and closer. She always listens, any time I need her.
Olga is from Ukrain. I can't describe her but we are very much like each other, On the things we do, the music we like, the talents,the life style, Almost every thing. Maybe this is why I can't describe it, because I can't describe myself.
Olga was is Kiev for about 3 weeks and now she is back. Today we finally got a chance to meet! All three of us. In the summer most of Hoboken restaurants have tables outside in the walkway. It's amazing to sit there and watch people passing by and have a beer!
I had a chicken wrap and a Stella ( It's a kind of beer)! The food was very spicy, so I didn't enjoy a good meal! I like food to be reasonably spiced. For those of who haven't tried Stella it's kind of strong, It kicks in immediately, I'm still a little dizzy.
Olga was saying that when she was back home she felt like things were different. She said I thought at the beginning that everyone else was different but later on she realizes that the one that is different is her. The way she lives, the way she talks, who she is, is more structured. She has been living on her own. She made up a new personality. How she has a personal space.
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I have to go to bed now! My eyes don't stay open. I'll continue talking about "changes" later!
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 11:43 PM توسط Parisaa
........................................................................................The rest of the story of Hoboken:
I have 2 very close friends, Lerna and Olga, Lerna just graduated this semester and is going to start working ! She does something related to security for a company. She is a very cool, trustable friend, It took about two years to get this close to each other because we both are very laid back and time and working together in the same department, also cultural similarities (She is an Armenian from Turky) made us closeer and closer. She always listens, any time I need her.
Olga is from Ukrain. I can't describe her but we are very much like each other, On the things we do, the music we like, the talents,the life style, Almost every thing. Maybe this is why I can't describe it, because I can't describe myself.
Olga was is Kiev for about 3 weeks and now she is back. Today we finally got a chance to meet! All three of us. In the summer most of Hoboken restaurants have tables outside in the walkway. It's amazing to sit there and watch people passing by and have a beer!
I had a chicken wrap and a Stella ( It's a kind of beer)! The food was very spicy, so I didn't enjoy a good meal! I like food to be reasonably spiced. For those of who haven't tried Stella it's kind of strong, It kicks in immediately, I'm still a little dizzy.
Olga was saying that when she was back home she felt like things were different. She said I thought at the beginning that everyone else was different but later on she realizes that the one that is different is her. The way she lives, the way she talks, who she is, is more structured. She has been living on her own. She made up a new personality. How she has a personal space.
...
I have to go to bed now! My eyes don't stay open. I'll continue talking about "changes" later!
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 11:43 PM توسط Parisaa
Monday, June 14, 2004
● Since I joined Orkut and I spend plenty of time walking around visiting people and I realized they are the same every time I stop by I decided to write in my Weblog again (I don't think it has to do anything with anything)! Since I don't have Farsi fonts in my office I write in English! I'm not a big writer anyway, neither in Farsi nor in English, so please bare with me and let's see what happens.
I actually like it when people write a report of what is going on, so this's how I'll start.
I am teachin a calculus II class for the summer and I realized that this subject is extreeeemly boring! No wonder I got a 5/20 on it or somewhere along those lines. I have about 20 students in 2 categories, very good and very bad. Most of them are good or will be because of their great teacher. I do everything for the class i.e. teach and TA and grade and I get paid horrible! For the whole semseter of teaching ( about 7 weeks) I get 2600$.
I live in Hoboken in NJ which is a very very nice town, kind of small, about a square mile. There is one main street called Washington street which is full of bars and restaurants.Chinese, Japanese, Malasian, Thai, Italian( plenty), Mexican, middle eastern... and full of bars. With very hot bartenders!
I go to Stevens and I'm doing my PhD in Group Theory and Formal Languages.
Stevens is a very old school which was the Army's center for making war ships. For this reason there used to be a Castle here with a canyon to shoot British ships. The Castle is long gone, having a Stevens administrative building replacing it. But the Castle Doorway is still here!
There is a river seperating New Jersey from Manhattan which is called Hudson. New Jersey is the Industry state of the East Coast, For this reason some people call it the third world state. It's polluted, I guess people are workers more and obsessed with Manhattan! So every Saturday night grils from New Jersey jump on the train and go to Manhattan bars to find a Wall street rich nicelooking NewYorker to marry them. They are laud with a lot of make up on and you'll know they are Jersey girls by the time you see them! EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT.
It somehow reminds me of Tehran and the people from little towns around! :))
I'll talk about other parts of my life later! I have to meet my advisor tomorrw and I need to study....
This is the saddest part of my life by the way! ;-)
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 7:12 PM توسط Parisaa
........................................................................................I actually like it when people write a report of what is going on, so this's how I'll start.
I am teachin a calculus II class for the summer and I realized that this subject is extreeeemly boring! No wonder I got a 5/20 on it or somewhere along those lines. I have about 20 students in 2 categories, very good and very bad. Most of them are good or will be because of their great teacher. I do everything for the class i.e. teach and TA and grade and I get paid horrible! For the whole semseter of teaching ( about 7 weeks) I get 2600$.
I live in Hoboken in NJ which is a very very nice town, kind of small, about a square mile. There is one main street called Washington street which is full of bars and restaurants.Chinese, Japanese, Malasian, Thai, Italian( plenty), Mexican, middle eastern... and full of bars. With very hot bartenders!
I go to Stevens and I'm doing my PhD in Group Theory and Formal Languages.
Stevens is a very old school which was the Army's center for making war ships. For this reason there used to be a Castle here with a canyon to shoot British ships. The Castle is long gone, having a Stevens administrative building replacing it. But the Castle Doorway is still here!
There is a river seperating New Jersey from Manhattan which is called Hudson. New Jersey is the Industry state of the East Coast, For this reason some people call it the third world state. It's polluted, I guess people are workers more and obsessed with Manhattan! So every Saturday night grils from New Jersey jump on the train and go to Manhattan bars to find a Wall street rich nicelooking NewYorker to marry them. They are laud with a lot of make up on and you'll know they are Jersey girls by the time you see them! EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT.
It somehow reminds me of Tehran and the people from little towns around! :))
I'll talk about other parts of my life later! I have to meet my advisor tomorrw and I need to study....
This is the saddest part of my life by the way! ;-)
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 7:12 PM توسط Parisaa
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
● در این Ù„Øظهء خاص اØساس میکنم هیچ هدÙ�ÛŒ توی زندگیم ندارم! آآآآآآآآه!
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 4:56 PM توسط Parisaa
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 4:56 PM توسط Parisaa
● من هیچی ندارم بگم! به جز شکایت ! دیگه از خودم بدم اومده از بس شکایت کردم! کاش میشد برم ایران! Ù�قط دو سه روز !
□ نوشته شده در ساعت 4:53 PM توسط Parisaa
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